I'M'POSSIBLE!

Never seen so much pain... How am I still standing? The strength in me have vanished like smoke. I don't know how I'm still standing firm on my feet and not sinking. Maybe all the strength haven't left me. Even when I'm far you always seem to get a tight grip on me. You know that its my weakness cause you keep doing the same thing and you see the reaction & you get pleasure just seeing it. I've yet to master my emotions to just become cold towards you. You doubted me so many times but yet I've risen above your standards. I'M'POSSIBLE & don't you forget it. Though the pain cease, you come out of nowhere and cut through wounds that never healed. I'M'POSSIBLE!!!

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Pa janm bliye!

Tout pawòl ou pale yo, ap rete nan memwa mwen malgre ou panse m'ap bliye. Ou mande'm sa'm panse lèfini ou pa vlé tande'm. Ou pa menm konnen sa ou vlwe. Pa di'm ké mwen pat janm la pou, se mwen menm ki te la le'w t'ap kriye jiskake je'w tounen rouj. Pa janm bliye ke se kè'm ou t'ap fatige. Men ou pa besyen pè... mwen ap leve tèt mwen komsi anyen p'at rive. Pa janm bliye ke se mwen menm ki te toujou la.

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You would have never though

No matter how much they want things to work there's always something that come in the middle of their progress. They're waiting for my presence to come make a difference but I won't come. Its because I dont want to be there and witness the bullshit... I'm giving up slowly on having to be the one to make everything back to normal. It's time for you to grow up because I can't do it for you. Funny how I'm expected to be mature but yet you act like you're younger than me. There's a time for everything, so imma need you to grow up this minute please and thank you. Funny you would have never thought that its hell behind those closed doors cuz when you see them outside its all smiles. You wou;ld have never thought though things were like that.

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The page have been turned

Just the thought can make you lose your mind. Never on the same page... the world on a tilted axis.. your shoulders sagging from the weight. eyes crying with regret, never again will you have that chance again. Someone offered to take the weight off but you didn't hear, so they walked away.. now you stand alone sinking deeper in the ground. The ground you stand on used to be so firm, now its quick sand. You look left and right but no one seem to care anymore because when everyone cared you were on your high horse. Well now that you have fallen, what are you going to do? Nothing will ever be the same... the world is now on a tilted axis. The thought made you lose your mind and now you try to get on the same page but the page was already turned...& now the book is closed!

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For my father... I miss you

Its almost 3 years since you been gone. I've drown in my thoughts knowing you aren't here. I'd give my all to have one more day with you. Feels like I've missed out on alot because you aren't here. Our days together were so short. I wish I had time to tell you all the things I wanted. I never had those father&daughter moments with you, I wish I did... If only I could stop time, I would definitely go back just to give you a hug and tell you how much I love you. You'll always be in my heart. R.I.P daddy I Love you with all my heart.

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LISTEN!

Its like everytime I talk to you, you NEVER listen. My efforts are in vain. My words always fall on deaf ears... thats why after a while I decide to be silent. You always hear me though but why won't you listen to my cry to be heard? I've stood on firm ground until I couldn't hold up all my words that bounced of you anymore. ugh JUST LISTEN!!!!

Although I spill my heart with these words I'm still not understood.
I've lost hope in you ever being sane again. I think you have gone deaf to your own voice.. I'm not even gonna continue this plea to be heard anymore.

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INSANE!

Behind these walls everything seem to fall apart but outside these four walls no longer shelter you, you hold up together this image you have presented to the world. The real you is hiden behind that grin you put on your face everytime you step outside... Oh where art thou? where did you go? its like you let go of yourself so much you don't know where to look to find yourself anymore. Its your fault you can't find yourself.. you watch your sane self walk away & all the screams didn't help at all... Sane you kept walking away without even turning back to glance at you as you lose your mind. You have gone INSANE with no one to help you turn that around. Sane you is never coming back, I hope you come to realize that... All you do is watch as yourself sink deeper into that hole that you can't climb out of. This is INSANE!! Get up already and get yourself together.

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Where art thou?

My inspiration left me. what am I to do now? I can't seem to complete my pieces. All the words inside me are getting tangled within themselves. INSPIRATION WHERE ART THOU? I cry