Chaos is now home

The ground shook, I just stood there watching from afar as you disappear into the rubble. My screams became silent, I called your name but you never heard it. Though I felt glued to the spot I'm standing in my soul went searching but somehow it feels as if you have disappeared into thin air. I now stand in the middle of chaos & I can't do anything but hold on to your name. There's nothing else to do about it anymore. My strength is slowly dying but somehow I feel as if I gotta hold on for you. Again the ground shook & I thought I saw you but I was just seeing things... Chaos have become home... this is a nightmare come true.. Never thought it woulda hit this hard. The boulder on my shoulder is pinning me to the ground & my figure have become faint in the dark.. my cries are no longer heard. Through it all I'm alive.. living for you. I will make it in this chaos that I call home. I now walk with the Haitian flag hanging outta my pocket in honor of you & those that were consumed when the ground shook. L'union fait la force. I feel your presence over my shoulder when I feel like I will surely sink & slightly I'm lifted back up. Chaos is now Home. R.I.P. forever engraved in my mind & molded in my heart.

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