The voice within

Stop ... NO keep goin... Stop...
Internal battle that never stop
The voice within screamin out for help but no one can hear
What can I do when no one seem to hear me anymore
I struggle with the internal struggle
I look around for someone to run to for help
But my feet get heavy and the ground seem to pull me in within its depths
Should I keep going? or stop?
It feels as if im not going to get anywhere
Crying inside out sinking into a corner of loneliness
As the earth pull me deeper into its depths
I looked up and saw your face and then i turn to you
Then my body shook
for it was just a dream
I woke up to a dark room feelin my sweat evaporate into the air
It was just a dream
Are dreams Illusions?

Flawed character ( a lil too much flaw)

Nobody is perfect I know but how annoying can a person be?
Everyday is something new its like you never wanna stfu
I like flawed characters because in them i see more truth_ Nicholas Cage
But damn you got a little bit too much flaws
haven't you ever dream of changing your ways so you can coexist with people
Maybe not argue for a day or two because it will make us closer to having peace
It seems you don't wanna become a better person
It seems you turn the attention on other people when you talk trash about them so other people wont notice your flaws
Instead people seem to notice your and trashy big mouth
In you there is some truth but its not a lot
Your life is like a drama movie that seem to never end.
I'm not perfect duh everybody got flaws but damn you just overboard
I cant seem to coexist with you
Yo I cant be getting gray hairs because of you
I like flawed characters because in them I see more truth_ Nicholas Cage.


Maybe you'll change someday but as of now I see no chance of it being anytime soon for you wrap up in your world of deceit and corruption.

Thankful

Happy Thanksgiving. I am thankful for everybody in my life. Thankful for everything. =] Happy
☆CUPCAKE♥™ wishes everybody a Happy Thanksgiving.

Naggin.

Walks through the door i hear the voice i now start to despise
precaution... how naggin can you be?
I rise pass yur bullshyt but yet yuh keep tryin to put me under yur feet
Decent.. no conversation can be
i try to show you im not like you
yet you try to personify me into something im not
Naggin.. dont spell it backwards cuz im not tryna call yuh a nigga
but naggin can yuh be?
It seems as if yuh spend yur days
thinkin of ways
to attack me
naggin...

Have you ever?

Have you ever met someone you couldnt get enough of? whose touch sent shivers down your spine? whose kisses made your knees go weak? When ever that person look at you all you could do is smile. As if to glow when you're around that person. Some people you regret meeting but that person you wish you have met them sooner. Have you ever look at that in the eye and smile so hard your cheeks hurt? if you think its impossible then think again for there is someone out there for everyone.






this Lil Cupcake is out. =] estoy contenta.

umm cake

winin pon dee cocky he did.
his name start wit a da... nin
Brownin dats juss for yuh
nikkas too funni.. i love mah hoes

No More White Mans burden

To the white man black were their burden
November 4, 2008 History was made
Barack Obama became the 1st black president
this time you wonder
Is the white man a black mans burden?
No the white man is not the black mans burden
That historic day tears flowed down people eyes
Like a stream running its course
Martin Luther King Jr. must have been doing flips in his grave
For Obama the 1st black man to be the president made his dream come true
For he had a dream that one day blacks&whites would unite
The night of November 4, 2008 people stayed up just to know
That a man of color can make it so far and yet had a chance to win
A dream realized
A prophecy accomplished
A day some people never dreamt they would ever see
No More white mans burden
Behind every great leader there is a woman
Obama has Michelle as his backbone, bestfriend, his everything.
American have been waiting for change for so long
People were beginning to whither away
Obama brought that hope and change
We flourished like flowers in the spring
for we are no longer the white mans burden
Barack Obama the 1st black and 44th president of THE UNITED STATES.
GOD BLESS AMERICA.

Blank Expression

Everyday faces walk pass me
Blank expression on my face
Don't want to reveal the real thoughts behind the curtains I have up
You only see what I want you to see... It's an illusion
I had this blank expression for I didnt want you to see who I was
I gave you a sneak peek
Now you got a taste I've become your favorite
I no longer have this blank expression
but this look of adoration...
Le Plus beau homme.