Thursday, September 20, 2012

never forget


How can you forget figi manman’w?
She comes to you in your dreams
She’s the shadow walking with you
How can you forget her face?
She’s your marassa; she’s the one behind the glass in the mirror looking back at you
How can you forget the kaban san matla you slept on?
It’s made from your worn memories
Your papa callused hands
Your manman delicate rough hands
The dark green dress you wore when you were 6* still tucked in the right upper hand corner of the kaban
Sonje tout ti moso sa yo 
Those little pieces that keep you sane on most days
Sometimes yo pa ase
Sometimes you dig the pen in your left arm to watch the blood … to remember that you are one in the same out of the four
Lonely but never alone
For your manman walks with you in the shadows
Look at you through the mirror
For your papa whisper in your ears
Reminding you that you are one in the same out of the four


*
Figi manman’w: your mother’s face

Marassa: twin

Kaban san matla: bed without a mattress

Sonje tout ti moso sa yo: remember all those little pieces

yo pa ase: they are not enough