Insomnia and run-on thoughts.

Complicated thoughts.___ I didn't sleep at all tonight and I don't feel tired at all and my eyes feel like I had a good night sleep.  Ever had the feeling that something isn't in place yet you can't pin point it; thats how I feel right now. I really don't sleep much anymore; every night I find myself awake an hour more than the previous night. Being awake so much, all I can do is think. Think about the past, present and the future.  My mind is wandering as the night fades away and the sun is peeking through the edges of the sky. My thoughts are those run-on sentences that aren't going to be fixed. Either my thoughts are run-ons or fragments. Can't seem to make up my mind; reflecting on things I need to do. Reflecting on things I need to confront; questions that need to be asked; things that need to be reaffirm. As I'm writing this it doesn't quite make sense to me, but I can care less right now. I just need to get these thoughts out my mind, feel like my mind is overflowing with thoughts. I really believe I'm an insomniac because I sleep maximum 3 to 4 hrs. Lately that's all thats been happening to me; no sleep and run-on thoughts. I wish I can sleep; be normal in a sense but that seems to be far from me. Why can't I sleep? The craziest part I don't feel tired until like maybe the end of the week. I feel like Nicole whom never sleep; but seems like my case is getting worse. Maybe I need to run and make myself tired to the max so I can sleep. My body is complicated; one minute I'm tired and the next I'm not. I wish things were different. This no sleep thing is very frustrating. -____________- oh sleep where art thou? Please find me soon because my mind is wondering too much about everything. 

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