Never ending tears

I wonder if you were here how things would be different
The day that the you were taken from me it felt like my world crumbled down
The tears would come to my eyes knowing that you are no longer here
Your hands carried me to sleep, wipe the tears from my eyes
But now I have never ending tears because you no longer here with me
It felt like someone was saying to me how they used a knife because it was slow they didn't want to use a gun because it was too quick they wanted to see you suffer, beg for your life, confess your sins, see your life flashing before you
Then a tear slowly rolled down your cheek knowing that you won't be here to see me grow
Never ending tears that flow from my eyes while my heart tears apart
Knowing that you no longer here to see your little girl grow
Never Ending are my tears because you no longer reside on earth but in the clouds up high watching me . I wish you were here to hold me because I'm not too old for that.

Dear Somebody who cares,

You promised to do the best you can to get us out the shit hole, but it seems as if we're getting deeper. You had people rooting for you, waking up early to make sure that things for you were actually right. You the president were supposed to take care of the your country. Must we forget that we were the first black nation to set ourselves free but 200 years later we are still slaves not of foreigners but ourselves. We devalued ourselves that other nations look down at us, its supposed to be that other nations look up at us and see progress. Each pass by and things for our people get worse. Haitians where are you??? Why aren't your voices heard??? Maybe you should speak up so your voices could be heard. The people suffer, tears and sweat mix together just to feed a child. Children are the company of misery, that's the theory of the people that live in the country. Toussaint L'ouverture, Jean Jack Dessaline, Capois Lamor, and the other heroes that fought for Haiti's hard earned independence. We are supposed to carry the legend of the heroes that gave us the opprtunity to say we are a free country. How can we say that when we are still slaves. Kidnapping and the killings, doesn't anybody care anymore??? Haitians we must stand up and show that those 200 years of independence are something. Carry your country's flag with pride and show the world that you are ready for change. A change that is good and that will carry the children of the future generation to another level. Bring the literacy rate up, read it opens a door that nobody got a key to but you. Somebody that cares out there let your voice be heard. Show that you care. Haitians stand up and let your voice be heard.
Concerned Hatian girl

Class of 09

I'm class of 09.
I'm a senior
Just oh so happy
Can't wait to get up out the danm skewl
Can you believe that the years go by so fast
I can't like danm yo
THough I wanna get out of high skewl imma miss the life and stuff
Class of 09 we run this
I'm a senior
To all the people that doubted me, imma see where you stand now when I graduate
You know you push me to get this far just because you never thought I could make it
Well now you see, I've risen above your doubts
I've climb the highest mountains to get this far and I won't let you get to me
I'm class of 09 and I'm proud of myself for getting this far and I would never give up on me
CLASS OF 09 I represent with pride
If you in my way to achieve this goal I'll just simply push you aside
And show you that I'm capable of doing anything I put my mind to

Pretty Brown eyes

SweetHeart you have some pretty brown eyes
Can I touch them or maybe just get a closer look?
Mister no you can't touch them but you can look at 'em
Thank you young one with the pretty brown eyes
Where you from little one with the pretty brown eyes??
I'm from no where and everywhere mister
Mister with the pretty hazel eyes
Can I touch them or maybe just get a closer look?
Little girl no you can't touch them but you can look at 'em
Thank you mister with the pretty hazel eyes
Where you from mister with the pretty hazel eyes????
I'm from no where and everywhere little one.
It was nice meeting you mister with the pretty hazel eyes.
Sweetheart you have some pretty brown eyes

I had a hero

I had a Hero

I had a hero he was not tall or had superpowers
He made everyday better with the words that he say
He wipe the tears from my eyes
Carried me to bed every night
Daddy’s little girl he was my hero
This world creates injustice
They take away something from me
Not knowing that they tear my heart apart
Momma gone and now so is he
Can’t remember his voice
He was my hero
Dad, Mom, my two sisters and my brother
Are the reason that I smile
If I sleep through the night
Tomorrow will be a brighter day
My Hero and my Angel watch over me
Though sometimes I wish I could hear their voice
Or touch them
I wish I had held tight
And never let go
Change my world and you’ll never know
You showed me love that nobody woulda showed
Dad you are my Hero
Never will you be forgotten
Love always,little girl that miss you

I had an angel

I Had an Angel

Beautiful lady was an angel of mine though she
Shined like the sun on everyone around
Can never be compared to nothing
She was my shining star
She wasn’t perfect but she was the best thing ever
She didn’t last forever
Vanished like smoke
Cant remember her voice
Her face getting a little blurry
Very little pictures to remind me of the memories
Changed my world
My inspiration
She was my angel on earth
Had little time with her
Time, if only I could go back
I would hold her tight and never let go
I had an angel but she no longer stand by my side
She watches me from above
I smile knowing she watching me
Though at times I wish she was here
To wipe the tears from my eyes
Momma she was my angel
Now I shed happy tears knowing I had an angel
Like her in my life
Momma you will always be remembered
Love always, The little girl wishes you were here

Gen de time

si chak matin ou leve epi moun ou renmen an pa bo kote'w dlo t'ap kouri sot nan je'w tankou dlo k'ap ponpe nan yon sous. Ou rete bo telefon nan ap tann le pou li rele'w. Ou ta chita sou galeri sou yon ti chez men li p'ap janm paret. Gen de time ou santi ou ta rete le pou ou ka pase tan ave'l. Le'l kenbe'w nan bra li ou santi ou pa ta janm lage. Ou ta rete time pou'w ka rete nan ponyet li. Mwen santi'm menm jan le ti boubout mwen pa rele'm. Gen de time moun ka di ou in love paske yo we jan ou gade nan espas avek je'w tankou je chen. Feeling sa se pa tout moun ki konprann. se komsi ke'w nan yon ti cloud epi l'ap flote. Gen de time baby I just cant see myself without you. The beginning is not meant to be understood but the end is a happy ending. Life aint no fairytale but i hope mine have a happy ending. Gen de time baby gen de time.
Je T'aime pou toujour

I gave you wings to fly

Maybe the things he said I heard wrong. HE promised never to break my heart but yet he did. A promise is a comfort to a fool but I'm not a fool. I've matured through my years of listening to your issues. I was the shoulder you cried on. Maybe I heard wrong. He said our love would blossom like a flower in the spring, but it withered away like snow fell and froze it up. I heard wrong or maybe the wall around my heart believed sugar coated lies that broke it apart. I know for sure I held on to the sweet lies he said because I let my guard down and got pushed to the ground. What happens to dream deferred? He was the one I thought I was looking for but I guessI was wrong for letting my heart or maybe it was my head telling that he wouldn't do such a thing. I gave you wings to fly but you kicked me to the ground. I used to be there when no one else was but maybe it was I that needed your company. I guess I like who I was when I was with you but not what you are. Amor is an illusion that I have in my heart. What did I do wrong? Was it the fact that I gave you wings to fly?

Extra baggage on my back

Walking down the street and the weight on my shoulder shift to my back. It gets heavier and heavier each step I take. Now you're just extra baggage on my back. I carried you and your bullshit for so long now its time I let you go. You're suppose to be a man and hold this shit together but all you do is tear it apart. First her heart, now her soul. Extra baggage thats not even useful. I used to carry you on my head like a crown but yo you devalued yourself to nothing. It used to be an honor to have you but now you're like shit. You don't respect yourself because if you did others would have respected you. I used to trust my heart and my soul with you but now I guard it like never before. I should have thought about it before i made you my baggage but you're just extra and worthless. You put all at stake just for something thats replaceable. Extra baggage, worthless chump change.

Just maybe I'm not hoping for more

It used to be that we cared for each other. We used to show it but now the love we had for each other is no longer the same. I come from a culture where people don't show much affection but has the world gone that bad for us to turn our backs on the we "used" to care for. We used to stick together like glue and when we didnt see each other we would miss each other. Now its like this "how can I miss you if you won't go away." A brother just talk, a sister just talk but what about the other sisters that sits and wait for a brother and a sister to say a loving word or maybe just a hug. I don't a believe what you tell me you would do until I see it. Am I wrong for loosing faith in you? I think I'm not because you always had my hopes up and then you would cruch them down 6 feet under like the loved ones lost. Just maybe I'm not not hoping for more, I used to look up to you but now I look down at you. Now you're like one of the many things that I lost interest in. A brother to care and don't hide his thoughts from and don't criticize me. A sister to love, tell secrets with, laugh about the silly little things girls do, to tell about the boy that I love. I'm just hoping too much, just maybe maybe things will change

What Did You think?

When you first saw me you saw my blue nail polish and you thought about the sky. I saw you looking and I frowned and you winked at me. What did you think? I was just another chick you can have a fling with. My smell pulled you toward me like a magnet but i didnt go there for you. What did you think? when you saw me putting lip gloss on, all you thought about was kissing me. When I looked at you all I saw was another man just trying to get at me like I was your favorite food. When you looked at my feet you saw my pink nail polish and thought damn this girl got a hold on me. You examined me from head to toe and you liked what you saw. But what did you think? When you walked up and stood next to me. Did you think I was gonna maybe turn and introduce myself and smile and giggle at your corny jokes. You all up in my personal space and all I'm asking is for you to move over a little. What did you think? Really what did you think? I'm not an object you can place in catagories. I'm not clay so you can't shape me into your perfect toy. I'm phenomenal baby I don't change who I am because I'm not living to satisfy people. I live life for me and me only. At times when nobody else is there for me I'm always there. I would never betray myself. I'm phenomenal

Why I ask but you just keep walking out the door why?

Why would you deprive me of something so valuable? He's so dear to my heart but yet you seem to pull him away more and more each day. Why? Is it that he dogged you and you hurting so bad that you just don't know what to do. I asked you why but you just kept walking out the door never to turn back to see the tear drop from my eye. My tear hit the floor with a thud and I was waiting for you to turn and come wipe the tears that were coming fast but you took a deep breath and just kept walking. I love him its true and I would always love him no matter what. As you walk away the scene in the background of my life change. It becomes gloomy just because he's not here to call my name, pull my eye lashes when I'm sleeping and he's not. Why do you deprive me of something so valuable and dear to my heart.

Maquillage or love?

Maquillage or love? He wanted to know did I put on a front to get by with him. I don't call it that I call it my maquillage. His love is there but to me it WAS there. I'm tying to put him in the past but he keep resurfacing into my life. Was it love I had for him or was it a maquillage I put on. He try to put me on top of his world but he felt like chump change weighing me down into a pit of lies in which he called his love for me and what I call my maquillage. I wouldn't call it love because to me it was maquillage and it would always be. I'm letting you go because i don't want to hurt you and break you into a million pieces. I can't say i love you and I miss you because it's not true but I'm going to say Farewell to a relationship not worth remembering. If only you see the truth in my eyes but I'm afraid to look you in your eyes for fear you might see what troubles me and try to break the wall I have around my heart. The "thing" we had was not love but maquillage. I'm sorry I had to that to you but I have to move and spent the change in my pocket to satisfy myself because when you're not there I'm there for me.