Viva Theerose

'I write because I know how, it’s how I breath, it’s how I know. It’s my weapon of all weapons, drawing the silver linings to clouds, giving pictures a meaning and colors definition. I write because I think, I think too much and do too little. It is within my burning soul to write and somehow find answers in between those lines. To tell a story, maybe a survival story , maybe to record that I was here and I too somehow made up this universe during my time. Let me write… let me breath. ' Amanda

Monday, February 8, 2010

LISTEN!

Its like everytime I talk to you, you NEVER listen. My efforts are in vain. My words always fall on deaf ears... thats why after a while I decide to be silent. You always hear me though but why won't you listen to my cry to be heard? I've stood on firm ground until I couldn't hold up all my words that bounced of you anymore. ugh JUST LISTEN!!!!

Although I spill my heart with these words I'm still not understood.
I've lost hope in you ever being sane again. I think you have gone deaf to your own voice.. I'm not even gonna continue this plea to be heard anymore.

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INSANE!

Behind these walls everything seem to fall apart but outside these four walls no longer shelter you, you hold up together this image you have presented to the world. The real you is hiden behind that grin you put on your face everytime you step outside... Oh where art thou? where did you go? its like you let go of yourself so much you don't know where to look to find yourself anymore. Its your fault you can't find yourself.. you watch your sane self walk away & all the screams didn't help at all... Sane you kept walking away without even turning back to glance at you as you lose your mind. You have gone INSANE with no one to help you turn that around. Sane you is never coming back, I hope you come to realize that... All you do is watch as yourself sink deeper into that hole that you can't climb out of. This is INSANE!! Get up already and get yourself together.

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