I've been ...

I've been in love ... twice
I fall in love with my first love everyday
guess what
I no longer have my other love
I think of my other love ... still
I express my love for my other love using my first love
my first love ... poetry
have never broken my heart
always have been patient
my first love ... poetry
never made me feel like I'm not good enough
never made me feel like my love wasn't good enough
my other love, on other hand that's a different story
I've been in love ... twice
I'm a flawed piece of work, that I know
my first love understands that
I'm growing
I'm molding myself into a better individual
my first love is still here
my other love, well there that's a different story
I've left pieces of me with my first love
I gain better insight of myself from the pieces I left with my first
I'm still giving my first love pieces of me
I left pieces of me with my other love
I lost myself giving pieces of me to my other love
I've realized not everyone know how to care for me


I've only been in love ... twice

everyday is made to love

I know I say this well I write it a lot but I do think way too much
All this thinking
 my mind bursting with thoughts, ideas, you, you, you, you
And still I can't find the words to ever express myself
what the fuck is wrong with me?
no, seriously what the fuck is wrong with me?
I get around you, you, you,you
just you, I get tongue tied
like I don't know what to say
I lose my breath
my mind bursting with thoughts
thoughts that are spilling everywhere .... except spilling out of my mouth to you, you, you, you
you, my beloved
I think ... well you see that's exactly my problem I think entirely too much
I'm trying to find meaning
meaning in between lines
meaning in hearts drawn with your name next to them
I love you
I do, truly and honestly
yet I'm still trying to shy from it because I don't want to end up smothering you
love.in love. love. live in it, live it, everyday is made to love
I wanna glow with love, in love
I want to stand in it, firmly yet ever so gently that it'll handle your heart with such care
I want my heart to be handle with care
fragile
I'm not, I don't look it
fragile
please handle with care
I'm rather difficult to love
please handle with care
everyday is made to love
lets live in it
stand in it
FIRMLY might I add
everyday is made to love