'I write because I know how, it’s how I breath, it’s how I know. It’s my weapon of all weapons, drawing the silver linings to clouds, giving pictures a meaning and colors definition. I write because I think, I think too much and do too little. It is within my burning soul to write and somehow find answers in between those lines. To tell a story, maybe a survival story , maybe to record that I was here and I too somehow made up this universe during my time. Let me write… let me breath. ' Amanda
Friday, July 8, 2011
stuck
trying to see past my nose
but I can't see past those
those who cover my eyes
trying to shelter me with lies
It's not right
that you don't want me to see the light
you say one thing to me
another to she
torn between decisions and reasons
but this isn't for seasons
only
it's not for when you get lonely
I'm stuck
stuck between decisions and reasons ... that's just my luck
Monday, April 4, 2011
time
I've stayed the longest
Knife cut the deepest
I can't feel it anymore
The darkness engulf me
All thought time heal all wounds
Time just make you suppress the bad memories until something trigger it
Time doesn't heal wounds !
Knife cut the deepest
I can't feel it anymore
The darkness engulf me
All thought time heal all wounds
Time just make you suppress the bad memories until something trigger it
Time doesn't heal wounds !
Thursday, September 16, 2010
The need to get rich quick is in your system. Illegal smoke exits your lungs and make shapes in the air. Your mind is so clouded but yet behind the clouds you plot on how you're going to do this. How you're gonna get away from here.. you huddle with your friends.. puff puff pass.. friendly thing to get your mind off the money you don't have right now but the bad chick you got by your side. In the back of your mind you're thinking damn is she gonna stay or find another with fat pocket? Eyes are barely open, seeing the world through a slit. You look around and the faces become blurred. Feels like you're going crazy, after all maybe you fit into that small categorized box society placed you in.
Thursday, August 26, 2010
It's mentally.
You know what's crazy when you think something and believe it your body start to act different. It's ALL in your mind sometimes but sometimes the "thing" that you think about can scare you for so many reasons... I've laid in my room and stare at the walls and think about what I would do "if" but I came up with no solutions. I just simply saw how everyone would respond... the most important people in my life anyway. The things they would say. I'm one to not value peoples opinions but those that affect my life in a big way. After all you have freedom of speech.
And then My thoughts run in other directions and I forgot what I was about to write.
Monday, August 23, 2010
What's your purpose?
There's times when you feel like you're slipping away but you have no idea where you're going. It's like you're fading into the background but the image isn't really there anymore. You're reaching for a hand but no one notices you.. You scream but its silent. Everyone around you suddenly become deaf and blind. They've become zombies; just walking around without a purpose to define who they are. What's your purpose? Are you living or just alive?
I'm not likin this but whatever imma post it regardless
I'm not likin this but whatever imma post it regardless
Friday, August 20, 2010
summer night dream
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