Forever&Maturity

As I lay in this path... the past flows like a stream under me slowly carrying me away. I want that stream to dry up and fade away but it always seems to find its way back to me and get a tight grip. Its not even in a good way but in annoying way. Seriously you're the PAST stay there, I dont want you in this moment well NOT EVER. The moment I said goodbye, I was gone, vanished as I finished the last syllable. Seems like a low-life always hacking people shit. I said to myself I wasnt gonna be mean but you wanna act like a child... According to researchers you're suppose to mature over time [Jean Piaget<- psychologist]. AS you age there comes a level of maturity but seems like you didnt reach maturity yet. As I think about it, I didnt even love you it was just strong liking. Led you to believe that this shit was gonna last forever. Your forever was forever forever but my forever was like a year well a lil less. How you gonna say one thing all lovey dovey [softassniqqa] and then when I walk away from the thing that is was "US" you gonna act like you hard. Here's a lil letter to you...

Dear lil person,
Grow up and treat your mother as the Phenomenal woman she is... Your relationships will never last if you think the woman gotta put up with your childish behavior cuz forreal the door will always be OPEN.. out the door they will vanish like smoke.. lucky you I gave you chances. I was the reality of your dreams but I will become your NIGHTMARE.
Sincerely& Truthfully
The girl that NEVER loved you
So its annoying how my status on aim be changing like a ghost was typing shit. Why check my shit if you say you don't care, seriously MOVE ON 'cause I sure did. INSECURITY dominate you, that was never an issue for me or maybe I simply didn't care. I don't even have a dick but you seem to be on it HARDBODY.
. I'm not even tryna be harsh but baby you asked for this. Pardon my back... Slowly walking away as you fade to NOTHING.