arrrrrrrrrrggg

aaaaaarrrrrgggg I'm loosing my mind. =[

Senioritis sinkin in

I have to do some creative writing for my english class. I have an idea of where to start but havent been able to actually sit down for real and start writing. Senioritis sinking in on me. Imma snap out of it though cuz im counting days till June 25 yo.. woooohooooo. anyways today was a bad day i had mad tests and shyt arrrrrggg. I had a music,spanish,P.I.G,math and psychology midterm. The last two i mostly def didnt get good grades on them. Yo i miss Teddy. Its like we can never spend enough time together, the time just fly out the window yo. Im so addicted to him hes mah personal dose of Heroin. HEs a good addiction though.=]. I got so many things going through my mind i cant type fast enough to let all of them out. arrrggg. imma be out yo i gotta go clean...

The voice within

Stop ... NO keep goin... Stop...
Internal battle that never stop
The voice within screamin out for help but no one can hear
What can I do when no one seem to hear me anymore
I struggle with the internal struggle
I look around for someone to run to for help
But my feet get heavy and the ground seem to pull me in within its depths
Should I keep going? or stop?
It feels as if im not going to get anywhere
Crying inside out sinking into a corner of loneliness
As the earth pull me deeper into its depths
I looked up and saw your face and then i turn to you
Then my body shook
for it was just a dream
I woke up to a dark room feelin my sweat evaporate into the air
It was just a dream
Are dreams Illusions?

Flawed character ( a lil too much flaw)

Nobody is perfect I know but how annoying can a person be?
Everyday is something new its like you never wanna stfu
I like flawed characters because in them i see more truth_ Nicholas Cage
But damn you got a little bit too much flaws
haven't you ever dream of changing your ways so you can coexist with people
Maybe not argue for a day or two because it will make us closer to having peace
It seems you don't wanna become a better person
It seems you turn the attention on other people when you talk trash about them so other people wont notice your flaws
Instead people seem to notice your and trashy big mouth
In you there is some truth but its not a lot
Your life is like a drama movie that seem to never end.
I'm not perfect duh everybody got flaws but damn you just overboard
I cant seem to coexist with you
Yo I cant be getting gray hairs because of you
I like flawed characters because in them I see more truth_ Nicholas Cage.


Maybe you'll change someday but as of now I see no chance of it being anytime soon for you wrap up in your world of deceit and corruption.

Thankful

Happy Thanksgiving. I am thankful for everybody in my life. Thankful for everything. =] Happy
☆CUPCAKE♥™ wishes everybody a Happy Thanksgiving.

Naggin.

Walks through the door i hear the voice i now start to despise
precaution... how naggin can you be?
I rise pass yur bullshyt but yet yuh keep tryin to put me under yur feet
Decent.. no conversation can be
i try to show you im not like you
yet you try to personify me into something im not
Naggin.. dont spell it backwards cuz im not tryna call yuh a nigga
but naggin can yuh be?
It seems as if yuh spend yur days
thinkin of ways
to attack me
naggin...

Have you ever?

Have you ever met someone you couldnt get enough of? whose touch sent shivers down your spine? whose kisses made your knees go weak? When ever that person look at you all you could do is smile. As if to glow when you're around that person. Some people you regret meeting but that person you wish you have met them sooner. Have you ever look at that in the eye and smile so hard your cheeks hurt? if you think its impossible then think again for there is someone out there for everyone.






this Lil Cupcake is out. =] estoy contenta.